Vanillacupcakes1011

i honestly don't know why i am on here i am just bored out of my mind. my boyfriend fell asleep the second he set foot into my house LMAO he's snoring loud as shit as i am typing. just a quick reflection of how shit is since i last posted, i'm fine lol i mean i probably am not 100% but enough to say that i'm okay. coming back on here reminds me of how much i really do hate myself LOL but that isn't the point. if i could say anything to my young self on here it would be: luv you have so much shit coming towards you in the future, learn how to be/stay strong now because it'll be much easier on yourself. please learn to not be so sensitive, i know words hurt and you just want people to like you, but you have to realize not everyone is going to like you and that is not your fault at all. its just how life is. make wise choices on who you let into your life, whether that be a friend or a significant other. once you see those red flags... go ahead and dip because whoever they are, won't be

once again i am back because im bored, no idea what to say but LMAO just looking back at shit per usual and yeah.. what i did in 2016 was embarrassing LOL i was 15, still young as shit. im back almost 4 years later but not to yell at people LMAO im fine i swear if im being honest i was not mentally/emotionally stable until the end of 2019 and went through copious amounts of pain /: BUT im happy and healthy as of right now and im proud of myself :') im not here to get attention or shit like LOL obviously everyones gone on here im just here to reflect

its been 6 friking years thats crazy!! so much can change like lol i actually hated myself in 2011-12 i mean who didnt uhhh LMAO honestly i like going on here sometimes because i like looking at the past and what nottttt. I was a rly passive aggressive the last time i was on LOL whoops but yeah back when i was like using this seriously (when i was like 10 or something idek) like looking back this was such a toxic platform for me and it really sucked but its fineeee its been 6 years lol so. everyone has to move on at some point so yeah here i am. i think im just gonna write on here now and then but like LMAO everyones as dead as i am on here.