i honestly don't know why i am on here i am just bored out of my mind. my boyfriend fell asleep the second he set foot into my house LMAO he's snoring loud as shit as i am typing. just a quick reflection of how shit is since i last posted, i'm fine lol i mean i probably am not 100% but enough to say that i'm okay. coming back on here reminds me of how much i really do hate myself LOL but that isn't the point. if i could say anything to my young self on here it would be: luv you have so much shit coming towards you in the future, learn how to be/stay strong now because it'll be much easier on yourself. please learn to not be so sensitive, i know words hurt and you just want people to like you, but you have to realize not everyone is going to like you and that is not your fault at all. its just how life is. make wise choices on who you let into your life, whether that be a friend or a significant other. once you see those red flags... go ahead and dip because whoever they are, won't be